Many of us wonder about the meaning of existence. Early in our life and sometimes for a very long time we search for answers to questions such as: "What does it mean to exist?", "How can I be of value to others?", "What is it to be yourself?" On top of this, an artist may fear to no longer exist and leave without having had any impact on the lives of others. With more than 10 years of material, and completely documented on iPhones, this diary film depicts the coming of age of a young artist, in search of success, meaning and belonging. The footage is close and intimate and yet aspires to speak to all those who once shared such concerns.